This Brat’s Corner Of The World

I am feeling pretty down today….it’s been a very stressful day and I am just fed up with feeling this way. I try to shake it off and I am ok for awhile but then I am right back to square one. I miss “B” alot and it’s like I can’t hardly stand it and it’s getting very hard to deal with. I cry myself to sleep almost every nite in order to just deal with it all.

I am so tired of making decisions ….so tired of no D/s and spanking …it’s been five months since I have seen “B” …and it’s just all getting harder and harder to deal with as time goes on. I try to keep positive thoughts but that is hard to do as well. Right now it just seems like nothing is going right. I am just not happy